Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayest prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prospereth. 3 John 1:2
This was the verse I feel the Lord has been saying to me at the beginning of the week. I felt it was rather true when I looked back at the times when I was so full of the Lord in me, and things outwardly just seems to fall in place and my health was in good condition.
Little did I know that I had been busied on the outside lately, going for classes, staying up late in hospital for my friend, and coming home late from church. All this IS good but rest is vital. I thought then I had all the energy I need and God will restore. For everyday I slept late for more than a week till I felt my body, soul and spirit in me calling for a stop but I went ahead with it till I could go no further but lie down flat on my bed.
So today I had no choice but to take my first mc. The doc was so surprised to see such a red throat with no pain. Heh~ I was immensed in pain the last night, that I end up buying myself Redoxan VitC, Cod Liver Oil, Pei Pa Koa and Strepsils to boost my immune system and sooth my pain. But I felt no better. Yes, I do have days when I get desperate and put my trust in the wrong things, believing medicine could cure =) Yes it could but to some degree.
This has thought me to see that whenever my inside(soul) is not rested, it affects my whole being. I unconsciously start to worry about my work and my studies even when things remain the same outwardly. I’m ‘concern’ for time. What if I fall sick, how am I going to perform in work and do my assignments?
Only when I decided that I needed rest, even when I felt bad initially for taking mc(that’s what being in an unrest state can make you think) I knew I needed it. I knew my soul needed to be fed as much as my body needed a break, I went ahead with what I knew to be good for me.
I’m so glad I did =) I feel peace reigns in my soul. I no longer feel troubled with so many things, and the best part is I'm no longer sick. The Lord is true to His Word. Do you see that He first address this verse with the word Beloved? Knowing this, simply makes you whole in spirit, soul and body.
Reminder : Take one day of rest in a week from all works and get your soul prosper in the Lord! =D