Has your consciousness of Him changed?

How easy it is for me to fall into the trap of sin-consciousness when I made a mistake of my own dealings. I know the danger of it because things around me has not changed. I have great friends who loves me more than I can deserve, ever so gracious colleagues and a family who loves me. But it seems that it has changed but it's actually our own consciousness that has changed. And we react to the way we feel. How subtle it is that we fail to notice that it is all lies in our thought life.
I know how powerful it is to walk fully conscious of His Righteousness because I've been there... still learning to always be in that state. And good things happen to them who knows they are right with God. I want to always be walking in this divine order.
It's been long since I last spend time alone with Jesus. I miss those moments when I have the whole day to myself.
I love what I read in E.W.Kenyon's book in the train today that reminded me of the importance of being Righteous conscious.

Stepping Out by E.W.Kenyon

STEPPING out of sin-consciousness into son-consciousness is stepping out of failure into success.It means stepping out of that inferiority complex that has held us prisoners for years. It means becoming the thing you dreamed.
Do you remember the picture in the magazine of the little scrawny fellow sitting by the side of a great, big, strong, muscular man, seeing the big man take his girl away from him? Then the little scrawny man goes into the gymnasium and develops his muscles until they are strong. Then he goes out and faces other men unafraid.
You go into God's gymnasium and come in contact with the great gymnastic teacher of spiritual things. You let Him put you through a course until you stand in front of the world complete in all His finished work, until your inferiority has been swallowed up in His dominant victorious Spirit, until you whisper, "Greater is He that is in me, than he that is in the world, " or "than the doubts and fears that worked in me in the past."
I have a Master now who is building me up instead of the master who kept me in bondage, who kept me down. I walked in failures for years.
I walked with the sense of my lack of ability and Righteousness; but now I walk with Him.
We are linked together. I am breathing in the courage of His tremendous personality. I am filled with His ability.
NO LONGER am I worrying about the lack of money. Lack of money does not lord over me. I AM MASTER. Lack of ability does not lord over me now. Lack of opportunity no longer lords it over me. I am not intimidated by circumstances, or filled with fear that I cannot do the work or put it over. I know that the Mighty One taken me over and is putting me over since I stepped out of sin-consciousness into son-consciousness.