To embrace life

Here I am sitting in from my my com still thinking of what I should write for this entry. It's unlike all my entries where I already have in mind of what I want to write, many times inspired. So I would try my best to write all my thoughts down. I still remember my early day of multiplying. I could spend one whole day just writing an entry. I kinda miss reading entries written by me(yes, I do read my own entry sometimes & get encouraged). So I better write something before it becomes mouldy.
Piano lesson was postponed yest to Saturday as I have to meet the landlady and the rest. Just found out today's worship practise was cancelled too as we're using recorded music. This week have been so packed so the change was for good, in a way. Growing up and walking this journey of life day by day, meeting challenges and crying my way to heaven has taught me to embrace life with an open hand. Nothing happened by chance. God has his best interest for you. He makes everything beautiful in his time.
Last year and the years before have not been a bed of roses for me. I found a resolution card I wrote a few years back while I was packing up my stuff recently. It sounded like the same resolution I made seven years back when I was still a teen...I remember asking the Lord that each time I see it the last time.It seem to be the same hurdle I have to cross each year. But when I looked at it this year, it wasn't the same feeling anymore. Unknowingly, god has answered my desires and it didnt feel like a burden to me anymore.
I walk into this year with a sense of Christ in me giving me the ability to do all things. He enlarge my capacity and gives me the wisdom to steward the things given to me. It'll be a year of great increase. There so much sometimes I wish to do...and that always reminds me of Esther Khong=) who have so many things on her plate but was always full of energy. But when I reach that point, I just want to spend some time with God. Nothing enables you to do more than a heart at rest in god.
I see so many coincidental happenings in my life some times and meeting great people. Something that made me wow again was the new room I'll be shifting to 500meters away. It belongs to an american missionary. And on his bed was Pastor Prince's Destined to Reign=) one thing I know is this room is anointed haha put that aside, for the first time I wasn't worried when asked to move there. This kind of issue did trouble me the last time. Amazingly, god told me bef I was told e next day. I had a strong peace in my heart. The place didn't look as pretty but I was strangely happy. Before I went to look for the place, I saw a tuition agency next to my place and called to ask if they need help. The lady interviewed me and gave me a shocking comment. "What do you think if I ask you to head the K2 tuition class". Happy yes but more than that, on that night I knew it was so easy for god to just blessed us and put us with the right people. But my prayer nowadays was with a loose hand, "If you want me in, open the door. If not close it." The next day the lady called me. Gave some good comments. Offered me a very very good pay to teach part time. Better still it was just downstairs=)
If you would to ask me, what is the one thing I have catched just early this year...it would be to obey the holy spirit's leading. Your natural circumstances and surrounding usually contradicts it at the beginning. That is why faith is necessary in our walk with Christ. You'll see yourself reigning and blessings multiplied to you.
Grace and peace be with you this year!