Selah

my thought have been racing around these lately..
it's easier to remain in my current job now.
it's not easy to move out of my comfort zone. my flesh is weak but my spirit is willing..
it's stepping into to the unknown.
what if I can't handle...
i'm afraid.
there's too many changes happening at the same time.
i'm scared of change but I know it's the only way to grow.
I can't sweep those feeling of fears away and that comes on me so suddenly.
when i'm feeling this way...it's a sign i've lost the sense of His love.
Perfect love cast out all fears.
Lord, bring me back to your first love. The love I had with you when I was growing up.
The times when I cried & you swept me off my feet. I'm rebuilt.
The dryness makes me tear now.
Jesus I miss those times.
Selah.