live by e life in you

hie guys,
Its been long since I last wrote.yup.=) been pretty busy lately.now that i'm quite settle down for e day, i'll just briefly jot down a little. When I say a little, I can go on and on..haha
There’s just so much in me that I really wish to tell u all,about how real He's been to me lately.e joy he sets in me just makes me want to give out so much...to just keep on serving and spending time with Him without havin to do other things.yeap.pretty impossible though.eheh. I’m also learning to live e let go, “bo chap” life pastor’s has been preaching about and leave em all to jesus.

Just recently, e life in me, e holy spirit has been showing me things my natural self could not.
Last Monday as I was checking my mail, I felt a prompting to open up a mail fwd by my fren annie.she'll occasionally fwd articles by Kenneth Copeland. Sometimes I’ll open em up & sometimes not. But this time I felt like I should open up one of them. It spoke about listening to god's voice. I felt so strongly in me that this was wat he wanted me to do. Then later I started browsing some christian blogs which i sometimes do. And one of e blog i read was about listening to his voice also.hmm. i felt e life in me that this was wat god really wants me to do. i log off e com and toke out my bible. I started asking god, wats e first verse that i should turn to.
He gave me psalms124:4 :
I was amaze at wat He gave me.
“v4. the flood would have engulfed us,
the torrent would have swept over us,
v5 the raging waters
would have swept us away.
v6 Praise be to the Lord,
Who has not let us to be torn by their
Teeth.
v7 We have escaped like a bird
Out of the fowler’s snare;
The snare has been broken,
And we have escaped.
v8 Our help is in the name of the Lord,
The Maker of Heaven and earth.

This is not a verse that I know of, or even a verse that sounds familiar to me. Its not by chance that I turn to it, but by our God who gives His Word in season. It takes e holy spirt in us to do just that. With my natural ability, I wouldn’t be able to see e beauty e bible has. I may take hours to look for e appropriate verse, but just by listening to His voice, it takes seconds.
I felt so strongly too that pastor will be preaching on listening to His Word on Sunday. I did not share to anyone about wat I felt, “fearing” that I may be wrong.haha. And you know wat, he really did!!!

God is awesome isn’t He. Just e week before, he preached on “Let not Your hearts be troubled”(John 14:27) as e theme to live by for e year. It was Sunday that he preached. I came back from Ipoh on a thurs. On Wednesday nite before I was back, I went over to my aunts’ place for dinner, and that was e verse I saw at her dining hall, which really spoke to me. I’ve been meditating on it e whole week, trying to look up for e verse in e bible as well. And I would not have imagined that pastor prince would have actually used this verse as his sermon topic for e week!
Yea people, live by e LIFE in you. Listen to His voice. Cast all your cares upon Him, for he cares so so much for u!

I’m currently doing my attachment in this place called Man Fut Tong nursing home. Yea. It’s a Buddhist organization. Looks really like a temple. But I’ve e temple of God in me.amen.ahha. I was asking god why this place?? I’m surrounded by people who don’t speak e same “language” as me?? But then he reminded me of e first attachment that I went to. My supervisor, who was a really strong Christian, “grounded” me and taught me just so much, not only in my studies but in my walk with Him…..and my second one as well. Now is e time I felt he wanted me to share e gospel to those who need it most with wat I have in me…and he’s going to use me to glorify his name.
Furthermore, my supervisor now is an Indian muslim. Hmm. Well God always turns things around for good. The first day, I felt e prompting to share e gospel to him.I did. And He listen. God move. He wanted to even follow me to church. He even asks me to share e sermon to him on a Monday morning?? Haha. He gave me an A4 paper. Filled e A4 paper w e gospel. Handed to him. And he toke it willingly. Last thurs, he sneak me out early to go for bible study.ahha.yea. and today I told him e reason I’ve e joy in me is because jesus lives in me, and he repeated that to himself as well =)

I better stop here.ahha. yea. Told u all I can just go on and on…..
Good nite.Luv u all! =)